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Wednesday, November 15th, 2006

Time:10:12 am.
Mood: yogurt coffee crisp!!.
it's my birthday.

I got a free ride home during spare from a taxi lady, that's so nice of her. :)
Shane got me a TABLET! I loves it, I want to be using it now instead of journaling.
Jordan C Drew, if you see this - call me today.
Casey J Carlin - same with you.
519 733 5756 or 519 324 2876 for my cell.
I called shane this morning and he didn't exactly mention my birthday. That made me... sad.
Nancy didn't come to school, that made me sadder.
And I got makeup remover in my eyes this morning and forgot to put on my mascara so I felt ugly all morning. I guess my morning was a little bit unhappy,
but then my new friend Hala gave me 3 chocolate bars with a pair of earrings. Taxi lady also improved my day. And gosh, it's only 10:00 AM. ;o
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Sunday, October 29th, 2006

Subject:WORK
Time:11:22 am.
Mood: Super Mario.
I'm feeling like an old timer at work. I've worked the last several saturday nights, which is quite possibly the SLOWEST shift of the week. I think I love saturday night shifts.
             Anyway, they hired new cashiers recently and I'm always the most experienced cashier on the floor on these nights. Just because it's always me with 3 new kids. They have problems, they come to me. They listen to what I say. It's big and funny. It's always one person on an express lane, two lanes open, and a packer. Packers bag groceries and go outside to bring carts back in. They also get to put things in the garbage compactor and return bad items to certain departments. I like packing as long as it's not hot outside. 
  
I've realized that I talk to all of my co-workers. There's not one I don't hold a conversation with, as far as I know. That's only what I can say about the ones I do work with, because several of them work exclusively during the day shift during the week.   
I like my co-workers. I work with so many nice people, it makes it too hard to quit. So I guess I won't ;D


I sure do miss my friend Sheryl.
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Friday, October 27th, 2006

Time:1:42 pm.
Mood: headache D:.
The store I work at recently got a new union contract. This contract gave $100 to the employees that had worked there a year or less.

If you have worked there over a year but less than five years you get $750! I happened to be one of the two cashiers who fall into that slot. And since we're students and under 18 and all that, we hardly have any taxes taken off.

I thought I didn't get it until July, but I just went to my bank's website to check how much I was paid this week and almost died when I saw myself seven hundred dollars richer. I feel like I win!

I'm going on my school's Europe Trip in March and have to pay up 500 of it, it's due on my birthday.

Which, by the way, is November 15th.

That's right, bitches. I'm giving you a fair warning this year!

...<3
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Tuesday, October 10th, 2006

Subject:peas and carrots peas and carrots
Time:1:44 pm.
Mood: okay I guess why not llllol.
It's been a while. Lots has happened.

At the end of summer, I went to Niagara Falls with Shane. We had a great time, and I think the trip deserves its own entry.

So yeah, I've started school and am happy to say I have been keeping up with my homework. Been doing well on tests and everything!

On the 18th of September, I got up for school and no one was home. My mom had been working midnights and was not back yet, but my dad didn't have to work that day. I was about to leave for the bus when they both came home, my mom in a hospital gown. She was burned at work, by super hot water. She had to be taken by ambulance to windsor. A machine she was working on at the factory did something stupid. 2nd degree burns all over the insides of her arms, and 1st degree on her face. People have been sending a lot of flowers and gifts for her, a lady even made us huge amounts of food!  She's doing alright now, for the most part.

My sister gave birth to a boy on, I think, the 22nd. He's named Xavier. I'll call him Chuck.

On a day between some of these occurances, my cat gave birth to 5 lovely little kittens. Unfortunately, 3 of them died. One did at birth, another just randomly died and the other went MISSING. They were outside at first because she hid them in a brush pile, but have since been moved into my sister's empty bedroom. 

 My sister's husband tried to kill himself, and we just found out he has a bad crack habit. He was spending something like $500 a day on it towards the end.

And Saturday, I got out of bed... I was cold, went to put on my house coat. I remember reaching an arm into my sleeve, feeling a little dizzy. Then I was on the floor, facing the other way. Turns out I fainted and smashed my face off of a tupperware bin or my desk. Not sure which, as I don't remember hitting anything. But when I became concious again, I was in the most pain anyone's face ever felt. ;(
I didn't remember what happened until I screamed for my mommy and she took me into the bathroom. She says there was so much blood she couldn't see my teeth. ;o

so I went to the emergency room for the first time ever!!
I got four stitches!
Also,  I knocked 3 teeth out of place.    

<3  
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Wednesday, September 6th, 2006

Time:4:15 pm.
Call me a total fruit, but I'm pretty sad about Steve Irwin dying. It's not like I was a devoted fan or anything, but everytime I think about it my day gets a little worse. 

I was watching Steve Irwin tribute YTMND's with Shane and I had to look away so as to stop from tearing up.

Maybe I'm too sensitive about strangers dying. ;p

Rip Croc hunter!  <3   ;(  



in other news... had my first two days of school. I'm in FOUR grade 11classes and THREE grade twelve ones.   and yes, I am supposed to be in grade 12 here.
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Monday, August 21st, 2006

Subject:lols?
Time:1:34 pm.
Mood: confused.
no takers.

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Saturday, August 19th, 2006

Subject:Satan isn't even real
Time:10:39 pm.
Mood: ..eugh.....


Take this as an apology if I was a bitch to you today.

I flat out I accept that I was just mean.

And I'm so gracious as to draw you a nice picture of myself as Satan. I really think that's going out on a limb for an apology.

That's my sorry, so take the shit! <3 <3    

oh, Captain Lessard of the USS Curly Fries, give Satan a hug.
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Sunday, August 13th, 2006

Subject:POT HEAD
Time:7:34 pm.
Mood: at rest.
This week, Shanna came over for the first time in forever. I've been going to her house when we get together ever since she moved in October. We had bundles of fun. We walked to the beach, climbed the rocks and climbed back up the cliff with less than 12 injuries!

We also ventured into the field across the highway one night, for no reason. We eventually found ourselves in the tomato field behind the mexican boarding house.

Oh, and we bathed my dog and my new cat. WHO, by the way, is suspected of being preggers. ;o   ho!

Shanna kept having spontaniously fun ideas. She should come over more often.

She also found things I had apparently overlooked, like a blue ball in my yard. Also, she found marijuana growing out there. lllllol.

After she left, it was Friday and Shane's family had a Barbeque for his birthday (which was Wednesday).
I bought him an electric razor (the dry kind with 3 spinning blades!) and a NINTENDO DS. With the New Super Mario Bros. 

My mom was supposed to go too and meet his family, but she canceled at the last minute. Oh well, right? 

I then had to Work Saturday but afterwards I went back to Sturgeon Woods (the trailer park camp) with Shane. 

The park has a Bingo every Saturday night and I went with his aunt Betty while he stayed at the trailer and played Mario with Grandma. Then us four played something like the game Trouble. Yep. It was good times.  Then I worked today! now I'm home and by myself for the first time in several days.

 



 
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Sunday, August 6th, 2006

Time:9:49 pm.
Mood: PANSY :D.
Secret: I occasionally make google image searches for puppies and/or kittens.
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Friday, August 4th, 2006

Time:4:38 pm.
Mood: emo, lol.
I don't blame him, but I saw my boyfriend looking down my friend's shirt yesterday.
And it's nothing against him, honest. Guys do that I guess.
The problem I have with it is the part where I feel even fuglier.
So I talked to him on the phone and cried, without him knowing.
I want a new body. I'm so jealous of other girls.
He tells me how beautiful I am, often. Such bullshit.

Monday, July 31st, 2006

Subject:zehrs, lol
Time:11:12 am.
Mood: headache.
eee....

Yesterday at work the power went out and everyone on hand had to get the customers out of the place within 20 minutes or we'd run out of back-up power on the tills. We also had to lock all of the money from our tills in the cash office before the power went out because it's a door that only opens electrically.  Crazy rush.

After that we had to tape 5-foot sheets of plastic up over all the coolers. There's more coolers in the store than I ever appreciated.
I helped tape up a lot of the plastic over the meat and seafood.

And we did it all in the dark! All the other cashiers stood around and talked, but I helped. Half of the meat department personally thanked me. I felt like a good little worker.
 
That was the last 2 hours of my 8 and a half day. Insane. 

Other than that I got into a huge mega-fight with boyfriend the other day. It's resolved now and our relationship feels like it did months ago.





 
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Wednesday, July 26th, 2006

Time:5:35 pm.
Mood: calm.
so I was depressed last night for no reason again. Over it now! ;o

Courtney recently moved into an apartment with her boyfriend Billy and friend Katrina.
Out of the house at 17? Not for me. ;P    I'd be out of here at 17 though if I graduated on time and moved to the college like my sister.
Anyway I've been to their apartment twice now and had a great time!

Now I need to figure out if I can invite Shanna over tonight without boyfriend getting mad because he 'might' be coming over. 

I'm so close to him, but I sometimes feel he doesn't know me as well as he could. And we spend SO much time together. He is my every day companion, basically. ;p
Lately I've come to notice that he's overly argumentative though. Maybe he likes to fight (whether he realizes it or not) and maybe it relieves stress or something. 
Arguing is not my way of handling things and I don't think I feel like letting it become that. Guess I need to tell him.  ; )

I analyze all of my situations and relationships, constantly. I still don't understand them. I need someone to explain myself to me sooo badly. 

I fear losing my good friend Sheryl. And Casey don't bother talking much these days, yo.   D:< 

come back to me, children.... I have love. <3
 
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Monday, July 17th, 2006

Time:11:05 pm.
Mood: alright.
We got a new cat.

It's white, like me.
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Saturday, July 15th, 2006

Time:1:00 pm.
Mood: SATISFIED.
moodswing moodswing moodswing.




Oh, and Panic! at the disco.... was by far the best concert I've been to yet. They put on such a show, it felt like Vegas. They covered a few songs, too. 'Tonight, tonight' by the Smashing Pumpkins was one.

Jolly good show.  It seems like everyone in the audience knew almost every word.

Detroit was crazy as usual. They have horribly confusing roads around that part of town. They city is so tall and flashy compared to Windsor on the other side of the river. Four hours of gun, violence and crack jokes later we were home. 

a nice night to remember.  
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Friday, July 7th, 2006

Time:5:16 pm.
Mood:pashashasha.
thought I'd have more time to myself once school was out. ;o

Spent my weekend with Shane I think.
Monday, went to Courtney's house! Had a good time with her and Billy. We all slept in her bed, that was squishy and uncomfortable.
Tuesday, Stayed at Courtney's most of the day and then Katrina joined us. I'd like to hang out with her more often. Then I went to Shanna's for the night.
I didn't sleep that night at all, so I was exhausted. Shane picked me up from Shanna's and I went there for the rest of the day. exhausting.
Thursday Shane came over almost as soon as I got up. We went and saw Pirates of the caribbean 2 at midnight. He left my house around 4 after that.
and finally today I went shopping with my mom. I also went rollerblading/biking with Judi and Tova. Maybe going to shanna's tonight.

too much?

Also, I have been eating much less. feels good.
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Sunday, July 2nd, 2006

Time:7:16 pm.
Mood:pissed off, lol..

UUUUUUUUURRRGGHFFPHKKKLERRRRRGH!

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Friday, June 23rd, 2006

Time:2:51 pm.
Mood: arright.
I've definitely gained weight. Time to start exercising with my sister and not eating so much junk food. I guess I'm up for that.

I have started to feel more optimistic about my summer. It doesn't feel too bad to go to work when I know I have the rest of the week off. So I work tonight (Friday) and Sunday. No problem. I like having my job again. ;P

And having a job makes me feel like I'm not a freeloading lazy ass on my boyfriend or parents.

I spend so much time with Shane! I like it though, keeps me on my toes.
My parents love him, it's great. His are really nice to me too.

My mom didn't get mad at me about him sleeping over once I finally saw her, but that's because she was too burnt out to care. And Shane's parents left us home alone at his place all afternoon yesterday.

Is there a difference between irresponsible parents and extremely trusting parents? Hmm.

Going to Shanna's tonight after work. I hope we find something to do!

(Saw NACHO LIBRE in Lakeshore two days ago with Shane, wasn't bad. Also saw THE BREAKUP there last week. Was Bad.)
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Saturday, June 10th, 2006

Time:10:13 pm.
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Friday, June 9th, 2006

Time:8:03 pm.
Mood: lol.
Blue taverns won't burn as quickly as the red. We may need some extra ropes for this operation. Go into the shed, in the trailer park. Do not enter, there are spiders all over there. Simply steal it's soul for your goal. Yo! ;D
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Wednesday, June 7th, 2006

Subject:things that make me sad!
Time:6:09 pm.
Mood: alone!.
Shane can really frustrate me sometimes.
Most of the time when I say something, he'll challenge it or tell me I'm wrong or at least find a way for me to be wrong. It's like Casey. Wouldn't that bother you? I'M BOTHERED.

We kind of argue sometimes... I don't know if he realizes that or not. We had our first fight like, last week. Since then we occasionally bicker. I think that's pretty normal, so whatever.

If he's doing something that makes me upset or annoyed, he'll make me tell him why I'm annoyed/bothered and then tell me specifically how I'm wrong for being annoyed. Urrgh!! It makes me want to cry.

I always feel safe talking about anything to him, but this? I just tried. He got 'really annoyed' with me. thanks for listening, Mr.Defense. ._.

If I get mad, he gets mad right back. I can see certain situations where if someone is mad at you, you back down apologetically. I'm not saying that he should be apologetic right now, but I'm sure there eventually will be a situation where it would be appropriate for him to be.

So I'm basically in fear of getting into fights with him. Because I think I'll have to be the one to admit I'm wrong every time, or else he'll hold it against me.

don't get me wrong, we're the best couple ever. Just need to vent or something. I'm kinda down. He does a lot for me, I won't deny it.

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